Tuesday, November 19, 2013

feelings of being a new mom



 
 Feeling Happy & Excited
 you've created a beautiful life
Feeling passion & love
this baby is yours & nobody can change that
then the old emotions and worries come back.
then the crying is starting again
Feeling beaten & broken
then realizing it's time you grow up
Feeling lost & confused
then realizing his life is in your hands.
And then you're over it.
And then you're happy.
& you finally realize that you have to be strong NO MATTER WHAT
you finally realize that there's NO MORE GIVING UP
you finally realize that THIS IS IT
It's time to grow up. It's time to move forward.
It's time to be the best mom you can be.
Because his life, depends on YOU.

i"m a mom !!!!



Well, it's been a week since I've had little Aiden Robert-Lee
He is beyond precious. i can't begin to describe his perfection. 
Being a mom has already made me such a stronger person. It opens up your mind to the meaning of all things are possible. 
I never knew one little life, could make me so happy. 
I never knew this one little beating heart, could make me forget all of my worries.
I never knew these two little hands, could hold such a strong bond between us.
& I never knew that I could feel this way about such a beautiful little man.

He's MY SON. He's MY LIFE. & He's MY EVERYTHING.